Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in darkcolored_sky's LiveJournal:

[ << Previous 20 ]

Monday, September 11th, 2006
10:10 pm	good night soulless winter breeze. hello dead morning glory, Here my blood is shed, on a broken trouphy. Sell my plucked wings that lived with me once to fly. Here I am set to die. Left alone at dead sea. A beautiful voice shreded held in a capsul, armfulls of vowes unfortold are broken, good night soulles winter breeze, hello dead morning glory, here my blood is shed, on a broken trouphy.... (Comment on this)
Monday, August 21st, 2006
2:57 pm	still in the process of unfucking myself. The show at FVT is going really well. I think anyways, Im not to sure how the american fans are responding, but we seem to have a great fanbase. Die and shinya had to do the meet n ' greet yesterday, I guess it went really well. (Comment on this)
Thursday, August 10th, 2006
1:27 pm	Im fucked, im fucked really bad. and thats all i have to say. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, July 23rd, 2006
3:59 pm	illness illusion? Die is back, and Im so glad to have him here. But Im afraid with everything that has happened, Ive come down with a terrible sickness. I'm not exactly sure of what it is, but f uck. I feel like s hit. My throat is getting really sore, were thinking we wont make it to the US TOUR with family values, upcoming Japanese shows have already been canceled.. Im feeling really ill.. . Im going to lay down. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, June 25th, 2006
6:15 pm	Dull... Things have been very dead lately. Extreamly. Die still hasnt come home, a few phone calls now and then to lift very low spirits, Ive done some online gaming out of sheer boredom at 3am. For being so "busy" at work there really isnt much to do around the house. I think I'll go out tomorrow. Im sick of sitting here. (Comment on this)
Friday, June 9th, 2006
1:00 pm	So, Im standing in my room brushing my teeth, and I hear the front door open, I figured it was miyavi so I went to go say hello, but what I found instead set me in to total shock and almost denial. Daisuke. Only it was a much thiner, paler. daisuke, it was still him. I really hadnt realized how much I missed him until I saw him. he stayed home last night, and is gone again for a short time. (Comment on this)
Monday, May 29th, 2006
11:31 pm	.... And then there was death. Contrary to popular belief, I'm miserable. Nobody should be proud of an aching heart, that lives in nearly three places... Die has been gone for so long, I wonder if he will ever come back from that thing of his, he warned me that it would take a long time, I told him it was ok to go now I feel stupid for letting him. All production with Dir En Grey has nearly come to a standstill. Ive even neglected too good a friend in my own misery. But some how, Ive found the time to spend with Miyavi. He makes me smile, he makes me forget... Sometimes it feels like no time has passed between us. that makes me nervous. Until I see him in my eyes, then nothing really matters any more.. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 17th, 2006
10:48 am	.... I thought I would die with out him. I thought that if he werent by my side Id go insane. and maybe its true... I'm glad miyavi came over. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 27th, 2006
11:42 pm	Die... WHeRE ARE YOU? (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 6th, 2006
1:53 am	HOME Soo.. As everyone knows kyo had an accendant a few days ago. I spent the last three or so days in the hospital, of course I loathed it but I suppose the sex made it better...-smirks- Thank you for all who came to visit me.. [shinya, miyavi die] die took me home today. After we got home I ordered a pizza for delivery, die answered the door and to say the least the kid was shocked to see him standing there, and he saw me and was even more surprised. Die ended up telling him we were married, Im sure the kid shit his pants, what a horrible bycycle ride back to work. I need to call shinya and tell him thank you for staying with me until daisuke got their. Im fine now, kyo is 100% alive. I will be back in the practice room tomorrow. Ive had enough rest so fuck all of you that dont think i do. The dr perscribe "no drinking" medicine for kyo, and I say. fuck that. :3 (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, March 25th, 2006
4:56 pm	American Tour Yeah, so am I the only one that wanted to go home? New York pissed me off. I feel like they cant respect anyones wishes. The baracade was broken due to a fight there, I dont like getting close to fans, its why the baracade is there... they broke venue rules both in LA and NY. They werent supposed to line up until 3 hours before, but people camped out over night to get in line. I was told some people were there as early as 7pm the night prior. The opening bands were good, Opiat for the Masses seemed a little sloppy. Toshiya bumped into the mic stand and it fell over on shinyas drumkit. Nice, Im so exausted. It was hard being away from Die, I pretty much tried to ignore him. After the talk we had in the hotel room. I dont think any one noticed anything. Besides the fact that we were tired. I chucked a bucket into the crowd in LA, you wouldnt believe the masses of people who faught for it. I think a small blonde girl got it in the end, that cracks me up. Anyways, I really miss daisuke so Im going to talk to him. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 21st, 2006
11:23 am	American Tour...... We've finally arived in the situaited hell hole, known as "the states" NYC reminds me a bit of Tokyo, surprisingly. The fans here are insane, we walked by some TV staition TL...something, and they were waiting at the bottom of the tower just screaming whenever... whoever they were looking at would look out the window and wave. It was lame... I hate that we still have to pretend like were only friends. Its going to be really hard for awhile. And during the show... But everything should work out fine, after the show we pretty much have to fly to texas for the industry show, and then the show in LA. Ive heard bad things about LA.... Yoshiki likes it, I think he lives there, but anyways.. I probably wont be able to update this thing until after I get back unless I can sneak into the hotels computer, [like i am now] so I have to get ready for practice. see you at the show. [HIATUS!!!!!!!!!!!!! due to the fact that I AM GOING TO SEE DIR EN GREY. I wont be able to update this week, but I promise a full report on what kyo thinks when I return <3 [sat/sun] I will miss you all, now. Please mind shin-chan [kagrra,] because she is now in charge of the community until I get back. [scary ne?] Thank you all the new people for joining and such please add everyone to your journals!] (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 16th, 2006
2:18 am	Done Deal I am now officialy... Andou Tooru Sounds strange doesnt it? having two "andou-sans" in the band? wont that be confusing to interviewers... I guess they can just call us "Die" and "kyo" we didnt invite any body we didnt even tell any body it was today. Is that bad? Oh well, its our life. I didnt want to wait any longer, so I got what I wanted. Plus, I taunted him with a surprise so how much longer could we have waited? I didnt want to bother with a big to-do wedding. money, time, pain blood swet and tears. Id rather just be happy. And I am. Extremly. I dont even think a four hour practice could put me into a bad mood right now... well. maybe. I Called shinya, but he didnt answer I assume he was sleeping, or in the shower. or outside with miyu. I'll call him a bit later. Current Music: Voltaire- When Your Evil (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 14th, 2006
10:10 pm	so estranged. Practice. Worked the the bone, again. . . . My throat is kind of sore, and after chasing teratchi down Im kind of tired. Am I really that different this year? I mean... Im still mean, I poured hot ramen all over shin from kagrra, [the fuck deserved it] I autographed one of kaorus cds and gave it away....[I wonder if he's noticed yet. ] I think I have been smiling to much, and I was watching old stuff. .. . Daisuke, are you still going to kill me in the end? *laughs.* We were kind of mean to shinya today, I feel really bad. I am going to spend some more time iwth him to make up for it, maybe I'll take him clubbing, even though I really dont care for it... Unless Im in the mood, but that's just how I am. I couldnt hit a certain note today, I think that's what held us over our time. Something about it wasnt right, it was me. That pisses me off, maybe I was trying to hard. who knows, I'm gonna go to bed now. Current Mood: dazed Current Music: Hide- Tell Me (1 Comment |Comment on this)
4:51 pm	wow..... Just... wow............... Shinya.... I need to talk to you- I never thought my life would turn out like this, [and miyavi is so not straight] Its a breath of fresh air. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, March 6th, 2006
11:00 am	its been quiet lately. I feel things will turn for the worst. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 1st, 2006
10:32 pm	+Miyavi+ I know we said that, maybe giving forever a second try was a good idea. I know the comfort holding you in my arms brings, but still I feel that, even though I love you so deeply, perhaps we are just not meant to be. Perhaps we are meant as soul mates but not lovers. I have realized that we fall into the same bottomless trap over and over again, and I dont want that. I want to smile, I want to live. I want you in my life, but I dont believe that it is the way you want, things cannot be as they were. With my new involvement, things can not remain the same. I said I will always be there for you, and I ment it, I said that I will protect you, and I will. I feel that I am not strong enough for you, I would cave under the pressure like I have before. Its obvious to me, that I need someone for me. Someone that is there solid, and never faltering. Please forgive me. ~ Kyo Current Mood: anxious Current Music: Gackt (Comment on this)
Monday, February 27th, 2006
8:34 pm	wow Just.... wow My life, is very strange right now can everyone play like nice children? (Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 15th, 2006
1:51 pm	.... happy birthday to me. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, February 13th, 2006
11:14 am	Megacon for saturday [outfit] [Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<lj-cuttext="<a>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] <lj-cuttext="<a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v58/oninoshinenyo/hnaoto.jpg" border="0" alt="Image hosting by Photobucket"></a>"> (Comment on this)